“I will sharpen the pain of your pregnancy, and in pain you
will give birth.” Genesis 3:16
“By the sweat of your
brow will you have food to eat until you return to the ground from which you
were made.” Genesis 3:19
These are the words
God spoke to Eve and Adam respectively after they confessed to having eaten the
fruit from the tree of knowledge.
At one point during
some conflict with my young, pre-teen daughter about having her help around the
house I had her switch places with me for a day, doing all I did as a mom. (I
admit to having her do far more than I usually did to prove a point.) It was
successful in changing her heart about doing the few chores we asked of her.
I wonder if
something similar hasn’t happened here.
Adam and Eve would
have enjoyed a wonderful relationship with God. Seeing as He walked and talked
with them in the Garden of Eden, there must have been pleasure for Him in doing
so. God is a God of relationship although no one has seen His face since.
Did God choose to
give Eve these difficulties in childbirth as a reminder of His pain? The pain
of losing the intimate relationship He had with the creations He had made in
His image? Was this to serve as a foreshadowing of His greatest pain, knowing
His Son, fathered by His Spirit, would have to die for reconciliation to
happen?
And for Adam: God
laboured six days to create the good heavens and the good earth and all its good
creatures. Was Adam given the gift of being able to connect to God’s disappointment
in the “harvest” despite how hard He had laboured?
They weren’t cursed despite the traditional
teaching about these passages. The serpent was. It was cursed more than all animals. V.14
The ground was
cursed, not the man. V.17 (I guess that's why He had to declare the ground holy when He spoke to Moses as a burning bush.)
A God who is the
perfect embodiment of love would not have cursed His children. Perhaps their
knowing about evil was enough of a burden because it would, from that point on,
become humanity’s greatest foe.
God is not our
enemy. He never has been. He never will be.
Much to think about.
I wondered if I have
placed mortal characteristics on God, such as fatigue after His labours, then I
recalled that He rested on the seventh day. Rest is only required when you are
tired. Maybe that’s part of what He gave to Eve as well: being able to connect to Him through the labour and energy required to create a living thing.
And I have to
re-frame my thoughts about all that has happened to me, all that took place to
leave me living with PTSD and depression. Within the evil, within the struggles
lay a harvest.
Lord, in light of
how these weeks of med withdrawal have been incredibly difficult, show me the harvest. Thank You for reminding me I should be taking Vitamin D to help with the depression that has been so debilitating these last few days. In Jesus’
name I pray. AMEN!
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