"The paths of the Lord are true and right, and righteous people live by walking in them." Hosea 14:9
My friend left a gold necklace on the table this morning. It had a knot in the chain. It's a task I derive great pleasure from and it's never been any trouble.
Out came the curved, needle nose pliers and a tapestry needle that makes it easy to manipulate fine chain. A half hour later, the knot remained, stubborn and determined to be unfixable. I tried breaking it, knowing it was easy to fix a break, but it stubbornly remained a well made chain.
Rather than get frustrated, I decided to take a break. Time was running short anyways because we were going to a celebration of life for a friend's mom.
The knotted chain was set down on an envelope so it wouldn't get misplaced. The pliers and needle were left on the table beside it so they would be handy for the next attempt.
When I came out of the shower, my friend thanked me profusely for untangling the chain of one of her favorite necklaces.
Let's just say I was stunned.
I had not untangled the chain. The knot had been clearly visible against the white envelope when I had placed it there.
I had to look at the chain to make sure there wasn't some sort of mistake.
It was in perfect condition.
My eyes were as wide as saucers because I had to admit it hadn't been me. Not one bit.
In a half joking manner, as my brain tried to make sense of it all, I said to her, "Maybe...just maybe...God sent His angels to look after it while I was showering."
Maybe He did.
There was a large gathering at the church for a woman who was clearly and dearly loved. While the pastor spoke, I heard another Voice.
"What happened with the chain this morning is what it means to surrender."
Tears came to my eyes because I finally understood a crucial part of my faith. As much as I have surrendered to God through the art and writing, it has always been about my need and drive to untangle the knotted chains of my life.
Not that any of it has been a waste or wrong. The hours spent in His presence have built a foundation of trust in a God who has been with me, led me, and held me through it all.
But it's time to fully surrender to a love I cannot fathom; the kind of love that will repair a knotted chain.
Because He can.
He really and truly can.
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